Upon my return from the day's toil and fray,A peculiar sensation, a feeling of disarray,A touch of joy, whispering of the respite I crave,Yet, who was I fooling, knowing tomorrow's emotional wave? My mind, a restless entity, yearns for more,A life of leisure, it simply abhors,It craves the nourishment of challenges, statistics, and riddles,Thirsting for... Continue Reading →
Grater
It hurts, doesn't it? To watch your close ones slip out, It's exhausting, isn't it? You don't want to digest the fact, The terrible truth, Once invincible, You feel human again, You scope out for peace, For a silent & smooth sleep, You grow cautious, You wake up determined, But that heavy heart from yesternight,... Continue Reading →
Layer – The Disguise
How could someone ever pull that off? Such a difficult paradoxical step, Thousands of tries, No one mastered this skill as she did in the hindsight, This time it had to be tough, She received the call as soon as she logged off, Her pager kept on beeping, The SAT-Phone wouldn't stop ringing, It was... Continue Reading →
Paper-Cut
And the fight just got a new turn,It was the 100$ bill,We both fought on who would be paying for it,"Men don't have to pay, we can split it" She whispered to me,"I agree, we can split after we reach home" I reacted."And there you go, Doctor is diverting the topic again" She responded with... Continue Reading →
Vader
The business class was as exquisite as it had be,The to and fro trips took an emotional toll on me,Like every time, this time too it was the same chauffer, "Sam",Things were quite well-versed between us, He would welcome me with a formal "Hello, Welcome aboard the luxury Merc!" followed by a fatherly hug that... Continue Reading →
Escapade
I was just a narration to all their stories, Weren't they supposed to be chapters in my so-called book? Or were they meant to play a major role? I never desired a dramatic ending, probably, Sometimes it's just about understanding and being able to comprehend the fact about human population and your chances of having... Continue Reading →
Long Conversations, Different Places
Enormous amount of emoji's were shared between us,Hundreds of calls and facetime hours,With every mile we travelled, We could see a new sunrise,Every night it was just us,Holding onto long conversations,Different places,We had mutual hatred for this, But it was all about surviving right?Surviving the tough times,Holding on a little longer,The transition from texts to... Continue Reading →
Dear Goals
Dear Goals, As I pen all my wants into you, Disguising you as something that I would love to follow, I failed, Miserably, It's not because I didn't want to follow you, Like, Everyone, I don't want to blame it on the situation, I won't put a false allegation on this society like everyone... Continue Reading →
A Deep Cut
How I learned shaving myself without dad's helpIt was tough at first,I didn't know how to use a blade,Although I was aware of the lather that the gel would produce,I used to watch my brother shave,I was never good at it, Never tried it either,How does a blade feel on your face?On your throat?While I... Continue Reading →
Seige
When I die, Don't cry, Just stay strong like you always were, A Role Model for Me, A sky, full of hopes, A sea of infinite opportunities, When I die, Don't cry, Remember those times when we all were together, From stealing little things from the cupboards, And paying the price by studying the whole... Continue Reading →
Kirdaar
It wasn't some flashy jewellery, It wasn't some cool car, Things we do, They were simple, A walk alongside a park, A treat near a local store, Two rounds around the huge green boundary walls, On my little cycle, I would sway past him like a pro-racer each time when I would come across him... Continue Reading →
Seed
I was nervous, for the first time ever in my life, I was not used to the call "Dad", Never did I have thought about holding my baby in my own arms, I did have a rough childhood, divorced parents, Frightening memories, A series of bad luck, Thousands of hours of Self-isolation in my room,... Continue Reading →
Quench
As she gulped down the last drop of syrup from the bottle, Acting as she loved it, It had now become a thing in her hourly schedule, She couldn't unsee it, The void that was left for her, An Eerie silence that demanded her patience, Time does heal the scar, but for her, it was... Continue Reading →
Devil & Piano
I was on break, A simple, beautiful vacation, Although alone, As always, I had a hatred towards that Villa, Infinite reasons to count, Everything was picture-perfect back then, Life was just beautiful, I had a reason to come back home, I had a reason to be happy, But I guess Life never worked that way,... Continue Reading →
Veil
As I lay her down,She was quiet, This time she wasn't demanding any cookies from the jar,Unlike the last time,She didn't break the jar,Neither did she seek attention,She was calm as sea,I hated this, Way too much,The Numbness, No one to play with, Spend time with,No one to admire, No one to share all my... Continue Reading →
Margin
I was struggling my way through, There was blood everywhere, Not just mine, Theirs too! They weren't responding to their call signs, Called them with every possible name, They would just not Nod their head, They never did that, They always responded to my call, Always considered me one among the best, We all struggled... Continue Reading →
Where the Stars End
It was beautiful, As she lay her head on her Dad's lap, She was able to recollect all her childhood memories, How her Dad used to bring various snacks for her, The Corn with a drizzle of lemon zest and chilly powder on it, He used to treat her like a Gem, The one which... Continue Reading →
Your’s Truly
It has been â€1,670‬ days to be precise, You people never gave up on Me, Times when I lost hopes on myself, And called it a quit, I gave up on myself, What else could you expect from this Loser back then, The one who lacked Consciousness about people? Or the one who never cared... Continue Reading →
Dear Crush
Dear Crush, Â It isn't Friday yet and I am here awaiting you to come downstairs. Remember how you broke up with several friends of yours because they didn't like you to achieve milestones? I do have their names jotted down, The way you used to trip and fall while coming down from stairs, Yes,... Continue Reading →
7 Long Years
She came running to my room, My body went numb when I saw her eyes getting moist, She cried before Me, And I was standing before her like a stone, Emotionless with null expressions all over my face, Face muscles refused to move even an inch, What could I possibly do? I have seen it... Continue Reading →
How I Bought Tears
The Devil was standing before Me, Staring at Me bottom to top, Scanning each phase of my life as it appeared before him, He fell on his knees, handed me a ring, asked me to wear it, Told me that I was cursed, As I didn't cry when he peeled my skin off, He kept... Continue Reading →
Half Past Twelve
A hypothetical diary of a person who enters different stages in life, here one day represents an entire year or few months and how things change totally in this little world that we reside in. Day 1: I analyzed the way how society works here, it's not how I expected it to be. Alas, we,... Continue Reading →
How I dumped a Dead Body
And with a thud, I dropped it. My shoulders were tired carrying it for a while, My own body, a body which used to be soulful, Now ceases to exist, I talk to it the whole day, expecting it to wake up from its deep sleep, I visit it every single day, Expecting it to... Continue Reading →
Dear My World
Dear "My Little World", I still remember how I met you, You were seated, somewhere in the remote corner of the room, Observing me, taking notes, And I smiled when I saw you. You were different, I thought to strike up a conversation, but somewhere I was scared, not of you, but the way you... Continue Reading →
Dear Lost Self
Dear Lost-Self, I know it has been a long time since we had a face-off. I do take full responsibility for this. I know that I did commit a mistake, but not a crime. I've a story to tell, a story that you could relate to My Dear Lost Self. We both have regretted our... Continue Reading →
The Final Transaction
It was a pleasant evening in Paris, a little drizzle and the pathway lit-up with beautiful street lamps which resonated with the 19th century. Beautiful dim street lights with yellowish blaze lit-up the streets with the smell of beautiful roses. Fresh and alive as the people who resided there. Everyone knew the source of the... Continue Reading →
Roasted Genius
The lights lit the room up as he entered, Placed his backpack at his desk, With a thud, he let his body collapse on the chair, Just like a dead body during a free fall, His eyes narrated a story, A song unsung, A story that I would never forget, He looked into my eyes... Continue Reading →
Dear Social Life of Mine
Dear Social Life of Mine, I know you've ceased to exist, But that's the joy in writing a hypothetical letter to the Hypothetical "Me", We got issues to talk about, We got real issues to discuss, I know, I've been tough on you, Â But time always demanded this from me, I completely blame myself for... Continue Reading →
20 Degrees EAST
I was learning how to pedal for the first time How to balance a cycle, I cried "Keep a hold on the cycle dad, don't leave it" I begged him, I thought he was still running behind me, making me learn how to cycle, I kept on cycling And failed to hear "Keep the handle... Continue Reading →
Stories that I can’t Explain
"It's a bedtime story dad" She demanded How could he say "No" to his daughter, With a heavy heart, He let his emotions out, Narrated her, his favourite story, Story of his Life, "The way he used to find joy in little things, He did jump various jobs from a freelance writer to a software... Continue Reading →