Dear Goals

Dear Goals,

 

As I pen all my wants into you, Disguising you as something that I would love to follow,

I failed, Miserably, It’s not because I didn’t want to follow you,

Like, Everyone, I don’t want to blame it on the situation,

I won’t put a false allegation on this society like everyone else!

This time, like always, let me be truthful to you, Let me open myself to you,

I AM TIRED!!

YES, you heard it right,

Tired of following the glittery & shimmery side of yours,

Promising me thousands of different dreams,

Fueling my desires,

You stood there, laughing at Me as I achieved milestones,

I never understood why you laughed at it,

I was furious,

Why shouldn’t I be?

When My ultimate goal was to achieve everything that was in your dear damn basket,

Did I fail? or Did I achieve you?

I was confused, Why won’t I be?

You weren’t laughing at me, you were laughing at my Non-Existent Life,

Where dopamine for others were party treats,

For me, it was just never-ending Achievements and Golden Plates with my name engraved on them,

Yes, I failed,

I would love to Quit and lead a Life,

But how can I?

I am accustomed to this, This never Ending saga,

A Loop, Which fails to depict an exit condition,

I am more than just tired,

I tried to call it a quit several times,

Now, I am here, At the Crossroads,

I chose what the weak would, But I was left with no other option,

It’s tough to call a Quit when you are the person who stood as an example for many,

But this is how it has to end, This is how it was destined to be,

Maybe, I had to lose this long destined fight,

Well, I would just wait for it to come, To cross my path soon!

 

Your’s Truly,

A Person who never gave up!