As I pen all my wants into you, Disguising you as something that I would love to follow,
I failed, Miserably, It’s not because I didn’t want to follow you,
Like, Everyone, I don’t want to blame it on the situation,
I won’t put a false allegation on this society like everyone else!
This time, like always, let me be truthful to you, Let me open myself to you,
I AM TIRED!!
YES, you heard it right,
Tired of following the glittery & shimmery side of yours,
Promising me thousands of different dreams,
Fueling my desires,
You stood there, laughing at Me as I achieved milestones,
I never understood why you laughed at it,
I was furious,
Why shouldn’t I be?
When My ultimate goal was to achieve everything that was in your dear damn basket,
Did I fail? or Did I achieve you?
I was confused, Why won’t I be?
You weren’t laughing at me, you were laughing at my Non-Existent Life,
Where dopamine for others were party treats,
For me, it was just never-ending Achievements and Golden Plates with my name engraved on them,
Yes, I failed,
I would love to Quit and lead a Life,
But how can I?
I am accustomed to this, This never Ending saga,
A Loop, Which fails to depict an exit condition,
I am more than just tired,
I tried to call it a quit several times,
Now, I am here, At the Crossroads,
I chose what the weak would, But I was left with no other option,
It’s tough to call a Quit when you are the person who stood as an example for many,
But this is how it has to end, This is how it was destined to be,
Maybe, I had to lose this long destined fight,
Well, I would just wait for it to come, To cross my path soon!
A Person who never gave up!